"The Biggest Star In My life"
In my life, there are times where I felt so alone, like walking on a cold dark road. A road that I can't even see the end of. Like my life keeps on turning and pulling me down on the edge of a mountain, and that it is full of darkness and it seeps right through me, making me absorb it unintendedly. Ever since I was a kid, there were people asking me about my gender, how I speak, how I move, and how I distance myself from other people. It keeps on running inside my mind until now that I started questioning myself. "Do I deserve this? Am I not worthy? What is my purpose?" Those are the questions I can't answer. I'm always trembling in confusion and fear. During my elementary days, I want to become Seaman. I want to sail all over the world and work hard so that I can help my mom and dad and my family to have a better life. Then in high school, I have been bullied ...